baby badz

happy holidays!

2005-12-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

this posting is actually for nothing.I just wanna make it a point to write something before the year ends.i had a "nice" christmas...(what a way to describe it.)this is the first time that i slept during the noche buena and didn't waitfor the 12 midnight christmas.i was so dead tired that night.i didn't have a sleep coz i had work from 12am til 9 the previous day. then after work, rob (fellow QA) and i went to eva's (another fellow QA) bday party. I got home around 5. Just in time to meet up with jay and marvin (my highschool best buds).it's nice that i got a lot of friends to keep me busy during the holidays.christmas day is a lot better than the previous christmases i had...(promise.)i just stayed at home. i waited for my 'inaanaks'. 10 of them came.I'ts true that Christmas is really for kids. It's such a nice feeling to make them smileand see them get excited over the gifts and money they get. Gotta go for now...be watchin Jewel. ÜGood thing though, we can all make everyday a Christmas day, if we only put Christ in the center of our everyday lives!

2005-08-31T18:36:00.000+08:00

Today might be my last day in Sykes...
it's still pending though.
who knows Rafi might be able to convince F to let us back.
But why do i have this strong feeling that tomorrow i'll be richer and jobless at the same time?!!!
Eric will be flying to US tom.
Goodluck.
I hope to see you again.
Remember:
"You cannot discover new oceans unless you have the courage to lose the sight of the shore, Because only those who risk can tell how far they can go"
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i got nothing else to say but it's really sad to fill the empty spaces left by my IAPP and Helpdesk friends.

Here's to you

2005-08-26T16:35:00.000+08:00

My friend was so in despair last night because of a problem with his gf.
It was kinda complicated for me to elaborate though…
But here’s something I wanna tell him. And I hope he listens to me.

"Dear, it pains me to see you like that. But here’s what I wanna tell you.
Will you be happy at the expense of other people?
Let’s say she chooses you and you’re finally together, You think magiging masaya kayo?
Maybe ikaw yes, coz ginawa mo na yan before. L (Why are you so used to doing that? L )
…But will she be happy knowing that the other guy is sufferring? I bet this guy didn’t do anything ill to her.
Nakalimutan mo na ba na I was in that same situation before? Un nga lang, then, I was in the place of this "other guy" na iiwan ng gf mo.
I hope you realize that.
Love is never selfish and Love should set you free.
And what’s happenning to you now?
U can’t sleep thinking why she didn’t call or tex you as promised.
And U understand that things are really meant to be that way?!
There are some loves that are not meant to be and I want you to understand that.
And there’s karma.
We don’t always get what we deserve in this life. But there’s life after.
I’m still here. D pa din kita iniiwan.
I wish I was free then when you proposed your love to me.
Pero hindi.
And I wish you’re free when I am.
Pero hindi din.
But I can still be here for you. I can still love you even if we’re not together. And you have the same love for me I know.

Lastly, love is something you shouldn’t bargain or beg for. It should always be given freely.

I care so much about you and i always will."

Slumber party at Richmonde with PP team

2005-08-25T09:51:00.000+08:00

My love for him goes on

2005-08-23T19:44:00.000+08:00

Though I tried before to tell him
All the feelings I have for him in my heart
Everytime that I come near him
I just loose my nerve as I've done from the start

Coz every little thing he does is magic
Every thing he does just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for him goes on

Do I have to tell the story
Of the thousand rainy days since we first met
It's a big enough umbrella
But it's always me who ends up getting wet

I resolve to call him up
A thousand times a day
And ask him if he'll marry me
In some old fashioned way
But my silent fears have gripped me
Long before I reached the phone
Long before my tongue has stripped me
Must I always be alone

Every little thing
Every little thing he does
Every little thing he does is magic, magic, magic

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...been playing this song all morning...
though it makes me miss eric more...huhuhu
and the others as well, mayen, lori, joe, jerie, toni, petson,eric, jess, dianne, tops...
who's next kaya...

"out of sight, out of mind"

it ain't true i guess...

goodluck eric...

2005-08-21T09:15:00.000+08:00

cool dude,

i'll be ALONE again and lonely... :(
joke lang.
i won't hold you back coz we both know that the situation now is ugly.
soar high. hanapan mo ko ng bf sa states ha. :P
i'll relive all our good memories.
i won't forget EVERY SINGLE THING YOU DID for me.
you made me laugh and you made me smile when others made me cry.
thanks for putting color into my life :)
i love you pal.

"oh hell naww..."

Break Muna...

2005-08-17T12:10:00.000+08:00

'this was posted by Kat in our Helpdesk blog.
sooo funny...read on :)

Agent: "Sir, may I know where are you calling from?" (meaning State or Region)
Customer: "I'm calling from home!" (Sabi ko nga...)

Agent: "Sir, just put the forward slash after the letter c and the colon"
Customer: "Flash? Flush? What?"
Agent: "Slash, sir, slash. You know what suicidal people do? Slashing their wrists?"
Customer: "What was that? Flash?"
Agent: "You know what? I give up." (To be honest, I heard him say this, but I wasn't sure if he had the mute button activated or not)

Agent: "Thank you for calling MSN Techinical Support, this is ***, may I have your area code and phone number?"
Customer: "Eh? My number? It's 404-999-3322."
Agent: "Ok, thank you sir. Can I also have your email address and account holder's name?"
Customer: "My address is No. 765 Waldorf Street, Tuscon, Arizona. What was the other thing you wanted?"
Agent: "Uh, your email address and your name, sir."
Customer: "Oh, my name is Ralph." Agent: "Uh, thank you for that Ralph, but can I have your email address?" Customer: "What? You want my birthday? Ah, it's June 10, 1933."
Agent: "So how can I help you today?" (Haha, sumuko!)

Customer: "I want to speak to your supervisor!"
Agent: "Sir, I am the supervisor."
Customer: "No! I want to speak to your boss! Who is your boss?"
Agent: "Bill Gates is my boss." Customer: "Oh." (O, eh di natahimik ka?)

~Words To Live By~

2005-08-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

DREAMS

"A dream is in the mind of the believer,
and in the hands of the doer"
"You are not given a dream,
without being given the power to make it come true."

FRIENDSHIP

"A friend is someone who walks in when the
rest of the world walks out."
"True friends are like diamonds, precious but rare."
"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend."

GOD

"God sometimes puts us in the dark for us to see the light."
"God is able to do immeasurable deeds."
"Where God guides, He always provides."
"God's help is only a prayer away."
"God without man is still God. Man without God is nothing."
"Prayer changes things."

LOVE

"Love is never having to say you are sorry."
"When you love a person, you are giving him,
the power to hurt you."
"Love is having to see more than what meets the eyes."
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back."
"True love is like ghosts,
which everybody talks about and few have seen."

THE FUTURE

"Heal the past; live the present; dream the future."
"Do not start today, with the broken pieces of Yesterday."
"Destiny is not a matter of chance.
It is a matter of choice: it is not a thing to be waited for,
it is a thing to be achieved."

LIFE

"Life will only come once, so make the most out of it."
"God didn't give us all things to enjoy life,
but life to enjoy all things."
"A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step."
"Mistakes are not intended to down us
rather they make us stronger."

Kung wala ka...by Hale

2005-06-26T21:41:00.000+08:00

Kung wala ka...by Hale
Matapos na ang lahat
Dito pa rin ako
Hetong nakatulala
Sa mundo, sa mundo...
Di mo maiisip
Di mo makikita
Mga pangarap ko
Para sa'yo, para sa'yo...
Ohh...hindi ko maisip kung wala ka
Ohh...sa buhay ko..
Sundan mo...
Ang pag-ibig na lulan ng aking pinagtatanto
Sundan mo...
Ang pag-ibig ko
Ohh...hindi ko maisip kung wala ka
Ohh...sa buhay ko..
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you,
it's supposed to be our 3rd yr anniv today...if you didn't screw up.
but i'm happier now. i'm sorry if i can't forgive you.

why not give it up gurl?

2005-05-09T14:50:00.000+08:00

..."if something means soimportant to you... don't ever give up on it..
otherwise your claim on its importance was just a lie"...

Best Wishes Wowie

2005-05-04T15:34:00.000+08:00

April 30 was Wowie and Ge's wedding.

Best wishes and congrats to you both! I'm happy for you :)

I've always loved attending weddings especially if it involves my friends or relatives.

It's so meaningful to me. Two people promising their undying love for each other.

You may call it romantic or naive, but i've always wanted to believe that love can really last forever...

Yeah, i still want to believe that it does....despite what happened to me and bens.

Love is a decision, not an emotion.

but why did BENS DECIDE NOT TO LOVE ME ANYMORE?...

Kakahiya because i was crying during the wedding.

Buti na lang everyone's crying in joy, while i was crying in bitterness.

yeah, i'm joyful for my friend wowie. she's so lucky to find someone like Ge who made his vow in front of God and everyone there, that HE WILL LOVE WOWIE MORE THAN HIS LIFE, NEXT TO GOD. AND HE WILL DO EVERYTHING TO PROVIDE FOR HER.

Who knows, maybe i'll be happy too and joyful...i just don't know when...

Nde na nga lang with Bens...But with someone who will stand by me whatever happens.

:'(

Honestly tell me that it's over...

2005-04-29T17:41:00.000+08:00

I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like I won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts 'cause it will end
And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreamin; bout you
honestly tell me that its over
'cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know

I wont be the one to chase you
But at the same time you're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreamin' bout you
honestly tell me that its over
'cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
yeah and I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to knoooww
over over over echos

My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

Can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreamin' bout you

Honestly tell me that its over

'Cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if we're not in it together

Tell me that it's over
Tell me that it's over
Over

Honestly tell me
Honestly tell me
Dont tell me thats it over
Dont tell me that its ooverrrrrr

What is your seduction style?

2005-03-24T07:42:00.000+08:00

Your Seduction Style: The Dandy

You're a non-traditionalist, not limited by gender roles or expectations.Your sexuality is more fluid than that - and you defy labels or categories.It's hard to pin you down, and that's what's fascinating about you.You have the psychology of both a male and a female, and you can relate to anyone.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

longer...

2005-02-15T14:53:00.000+08:00

this is such a sweet song... for my honey ;)

Longer than there've been fishes in the ocean
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than there've been stars up in the heavens
I've been in love with you
Stronger than any mountain cathedral
Truer than any tree ever grew
Deeper than any forest primeval
I am in love with youI'll bring fire in the winters
You'll send showers in the spring
We'll fly through the falls and summers
With love on our wings
Through the years as the fire starts to mellow
Blurring lines in the book of our lives
Though the binding's cracked and the pages start to yellow
I'll be in love with youI'll be in love with you

blog by eric again!

2005-02-15T14:05:00.000+08:00

eric resurrected my blog...again.

thanks for the romantic and serene background.

eric you're my blog's hero. thanks! ;)

Haller!

2005-01-26T11:19:00.000+08:00

Haller!

Are we hawig!?!?

2005-01-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

wachuthink!?!?!?

2005...

2005-01-02T13:36:00.000+08:00

Haffy New year to all!

nuff said!

2004-12-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

forced to blog...

2004-12-10T09:09:00.000+08:00

i'm forced to post something new in my blog so i can archive my previous postings.
i mean eric's previous postings...hehej...
you see, eric has been editing my blog eversince.
now i wanna be responsible for my blog.
i wont care anymore if someone else can read it.

Me and my pwends

2004-11-13T19:21:00.000+08:00

Me in action

2004-10-25T10:09:00.000+08:00

background by eric

2004-10-10T14:47:00.000+08:00

just wanna say thanks to eric who made my background!
he even wanted to compose my log, so kind of you man! thanks :)

second blog

2004-09-25T02:09:00.000+08:00

This is my very second blog
chona laban ka?!? ha? ha? da! betch!

first blog

2004-09-23T16:39:00.000+08:00

this is my very first blog